Time pretty much flies, even when you're not having fun, it seems. Lately I feel like I'm strapped into a loopy rollercoaster, and the rollercoaster has no breaks. Nobody at the controls.

Suddenly, nothing makes sense. There used to be things I was SURE of...I think. Where they are at this point, I don't know. Am I being dramatic? Sure. I just haven't felt...GOOD in a long time.